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Lord, deliver me from this evil...   
03:25am 27/10/2003
  1. WHAT IS YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Roy

2. WHAT KIND OF PANTS ARE YOU
WEARING AND WHAT
COLOR?
Blue Jeans

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT
NOW?
Wilson Pickett

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR
PHONE
NUMBER?
hahaha

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
grapes
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR
WOULD YOU
BE?
chocolate

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
dry, stuffy, hot, smokey, and thick

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?
zoe

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT
THE OPPOSITE
SEX?
eyes

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT
YOU THIS?
sure

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
doing fine

12. FAVORITE DRINK?
Dr. Pepper

13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Whiskey Sour

14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
Soccer

15. HAIR COLOR?
Curly....oh sorry....dirty blonde

16. EYE COLOR?
blue

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
no

18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES?
Zach 15

19. FAVORITE MONTH?
december

20. FAVORITE KIND OF FOOD?
fruit

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Stripes - starring Bill Murray

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
I'm not too sure

23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE
OUT?
not really

24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY
ENDINGS?
"...sausage. No difference."

25. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

26. HUGS OR KISSES?
kisses

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO
WRITE BACK?
sure

30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I have no idea

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
zoe...cus I think she's already done this one...

32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
Dogeaters by Jessica Hagedorn, and this neat little book of selected poems by James Joyce

33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER?
N/A

34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
Baulderdash

35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
ate pizza and watched movies cus we were kinda stuck in clairemont

36. FAVORITE SMELLS?
zoe's hair, and the smell of honey

37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK
OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Food? Cigarette? Where should I be?
 
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10:07pm 09/10/2003
  New pictures on the webshots....Dosage/Usage, Moving Units, + more of me and my crew

http://community.webshots.com/user/sexbeatgo

also I'm nearly done designing my new website....it'll be up soon with pictures, art, music, links, and more
so stay tuned....

oh yeah and there is a girl that I love and she's lost in New York City....so if anyone sees her tell her not to forget me.

love and hate

adam
 
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04:43pm 18/09/2003
  An animal....swollen with power it should not have.....has gone far beyond where it should have....and has left behind the roots from whence it came. Roots...man...earth....soul....disenfranchised, cold and listlessly twisting in the wind.....lacking only one small piece in the puzzle.....one small piece to gain control..........for now only dreams of a new beginning with love  
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*cough* *cough*   
11:05am 11/09/2003
  I'm sick.....does anyone have a new throat? I was thinking of trading mine in for one that doesn't hurt.  
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if it says so then it is so, if it is so, so it is   
01:02am 28/08/2003
 

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belonsmelons
is intense.

You're no-nonsense, to the point, working all the time, looking to die an early death in a bathroom somewhere when your body finally gives out. Way to go.


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..just dont remember me..thats all i ask..

cheers to all
 
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Caught with my hand in the honey jar   
03:49am 24/08/2003
  It was around 1 o'clock Friday morning when I had to say goodbye to Zoe....it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. We both knew this day was coming of course, but we did our very best to avoid it...just pretend like it wasn't there....so the whole thing seemed rather surreal until it just kind of hit....it's very sad to realize that you aren't going to see the one you love everyday. And not just for a day or two but, for three or four months you can not see them because they are gone...far away....on the other side of the country gone.

But it's a really good thing for her to be going to school at NYU. She will thrive there....it's an amazing opportunity and I'm very happy for her. The city, the school, everything there just fits her perfectly.


So Zoe now lives in New York City.....and I am, for the time being, stuck here...and I've never felt more stuck in my life....I don't want to be here, but I can't leave either....I feel trapped.
But I'm going to work my hardest at getting to NYC as soon as I can....so I can be with my baby. And due to recent events and rearrangement of my living situations, this may prove to be a more difficult task than it seems....but it doesn't matter...I am determined...and nothing is going to hold me back....because in the end it will all be worth it. But first I must straighten things out here.


In other news...I'm no longer living with Willy. I'm not exactly sure where I'm living right now...well, I have a couple of places....but maybe only temporarily? I dunno.....

Also need to make some more of that money stuff, so if anybody knows of a job opening...let me know

I guess that's about it....I feel too tired to write about anything else anyway....


oh and....Zoe, I love you and I miss you xoxoxo
 
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06:52pm 06/08/2003
 
mood: lonely
A few small things have happened the last couple days that changed my outlook on things....for the better. So today, with my head full of ambition, was the first day of my new life.......and already things aren't quite working out.....but, this I know, is the way of things....so I'm trying not to worry....just heading on.....I need a cigarette.....
 
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03:24pm 14/07/2003
  -THE MOVIE OF MY LIFE SOUNDTRACK-

[OPENING CREDITS] Lou Reed - Walk On the Wild Side
[CAR DRIVING SCENES] Hint Hint - Rung By Rung
[HIGH SCHOOL FLASHBACK SCENE] Modern Lovers - Pablo Picasso
[NOSTALGIC SCENE] Small Faces - Ooh La La
[BITTER/ANGER SCENE] The Screamers - ...122 Hours of Fear
[MAD AT FRIEND SCENE] Nation of Ulysses - A Kid Who Tells On Another Kid Is a Dead Kid
[BREAKUP SCENE] The Rapture - Olio
[FIGHT/ACTION SCENE] Duane Peters and the Hunns - Wild Cards
[BREAKDOWN SCENE] The Liars - This Dust Makes That Mud
[SCARY SCENE] The Birthday Party - Release The Bats
[DEATH SCENE] Bob Dylan - Ballad of A Thin Man
[FUNERAL SCENE] Bury My Body - The Animals
[CHEER UP SCENE] T Rex - 20th Century Boy
[DRUG SCENE] Heroin - Velvet Underground
[DANCING ALONE IN YOUR ROOM SCENE] Le Shok - She Prefers Whips
[MELLOW SCENE] Placebo - Special K
[DREAM ABOUT SOMEONE SCENE] Television - Venus
[SEX SCENE] Pulp - This is Hardcore
[PONDER/CONTEMPLATION SCENE] GoGoGo Airheart - This Major Sea
[CHASE/HURRY SCENE] Holy Molar - Hindsight 'tween the Hind Legs
[HAPPY LOVE SCENE] Moving Units - X and Y
[HAPPY FRIENDS SCENE] The Who - My Generation
[CLOSING CREDITS] Joy Division - Warsaw
 
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Join the masquerade...   
05:04pm 12/07/2003
  Placebo at the Palace in Hollywood. Their set was amazing....I sang along and danced around and had a smile on my face the whole time. From "Without You I'm Nothing" to "Special K" to their cover of "Where is My Mind?", they were brilliant.........I loved every moment of it.  
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01:44am 09/07/2003
 
mood: pistol whipped
I just got smashed in the face. Big headache....lots of blood. I like the throbbing pain bit though...it's nice.


in recent news and happenings:

a drunken nite of independence...a few lovely moments with the zoe...a little bit of song writing...some dosage and some usage...talk of my dreams becoming a reality...coffee...and a barrage of conflicting feelings and thoughts to spice things up



some photoshop stuff added to my webshots thing....
http://community.webshots.com/user/sexbeatgo
 
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Honey-child's takin' over this place   
01:17pm 25/06/2003
  Garbage in Honeys sack again.  
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rusty transmissions from captain honey   
12:49pm 24/06/2003
 
mood: anxious
Got back from a road trip to seattle and back, complete with stops in portland, olympia, and oakland, and some of the most intense record shopping this side of the mississippi. WE were gone for a little over a week...and it was alot of fun.

In other news...The Zoe is still far away in that big magical land called Europe...and I still miss her to death. But she should be coming home soon....and as rumor has it, maybe even sooner than expected(my fingers remain properly crossed).

Also, look out for a possible Dosage and Usage record out sometime soon featuring a surprise guest singer from the Far East (for a free preview come down to Scolari's Office June 30th!)
 
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driving and drinking   
11:21am 15/05/2003
  I got back from tour a few days ago. It was alot of fun. Met some interesting people...partied in multiple cities...drank at a couple bars....saw a few bands....slapped a few stickers here and there....drove 2000+ miles....ate way too much Taco Bell...and got to know good friends even better.

Here are a few pictures...




me and willy




chuck and willy


See a few more...
 
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10:41pm 07/05/2003
  you didn't sign out of livejournal....haha sucka!

love from the red and black cafe.

bitches!

love,
kris
 
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Cranked up really high   
02:31am 25/04/2003
  Tonite...Slaughter and the Dogs....great show. Two brilliant covers and a set full of songs I wanted to hear, plus more. Good to see Diana and Jon....and chris, Oscar, etc....

There need to be more good rock and roll shows like that....
 
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have.-you.-heard.-about-.the.-kids?   
11:17am 15/04/2003
 
mood: chipper
april-thirty-through-may-eleven.....dosage-and-usage-tour.three-states-12-days-five-guys-one-van.i-always-have-fun-with-those-guys-so-we-should-have-a-good-time.

other-than-that-news-my-last-few-days-have-consisted-of-zoe-work-sleep-zoe-starbucks-cigarettes-movies-work-zoe-shopping-and-thelovelyzoe.


(oh-and-sorry-about-all-the-hyphens.my-keyboard-is-on-the-fritz-and-the-space-bar,among-various-other-keys,isn't-working)
 
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skipping stones   
08:09am 09/04/2003
 
mood: awake
some broken part of an egg by the beach....Naked in the car....pimp and ho fighting....rat catching dog....southern wandering....british comedy....quiet noise on the floor....these are the moments of yesterday

today...who knows....possibly chula vista....most definitely some work before anything though....fun fun fun....I'm gonna follow you down to the park and throw your shoes in the kite eating tree


Don't forget about the rutebega in your closet
 
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02:56am 07/04/2003
  <3 Grapes and Honey <3  
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keep your hand out of the cookie jar and your facial hair trimmed   
07:52pm 06/03/2003
  So there I was...ten 'til seven in the morning.....sitting on the bench at the bus stop a few blocks from my house. Now there aren't too many people in this particular area who ride the bus this early in the morning. Just an occasional bum, or community college student too lazy to walk half a mile or so to school. Exercise doesn't fit into their strict daily routine of procrastination, pot smoking, and looking stupid. So when you see someone else...someone who doesn't quite fit into one of those two catagories...it's a little odd. And it just so happened that this morning, this very morning, there was one of those people walking up to the bus stop. "How odd, I thought, "I wonder what he's doing here." He was wearing a purple button up shirt...not dark "look at me! I'm fuckin purple!" purple....but a nice lighter shade of purple, a lavender even.....and the top buttons were undone so his chest kinda showed...and he was wearing well fitting black pants that looked from a distance to be...maybe polyester? This ensemble assured me that this character was not your typical route 41 patron, infact his clothes made me think he hadn't been a typical anything since 1978. Now as if this was not exciting enough, I noticed something even stranger as he awkwardly strutted up the sidewalk....this man....this creature in horribly swanky rags....had a mustache! "Oh yes! This is too good!" A million and one jokes ran through my head as he stepped out those last few feet to the bus stop. Then...there he was. Stopped right in front of me, was the sleaziest looking man I had ever seen at this bus stop...hell, this guy was up there on the all time sleazy list. I could almost smell the grease from his stringy slicked back hair, if it wasn't for the overwhelming stench of Brut swirling all around him. And there...in his dated clothes...with his oily skin shining, and his mustache screaming sex offender....he looked at me with beady eyes and said, "You waitin' for the bus?" And I don't know if it was just the general feisty mood I had been in since I woke up or just the influence of the jokes I had running through my head since I first saw his 'stache...but I quickly replied, "Me? No...I'm just sitting here waiting for the Olsen Twins to turn 18. What's your story?" And then with nothing more than a look of shock followed by a quick glance full of resentment he turned and walked away. And as I watched him shuffle back to wherever it was he came from, his head hung down low...just like a little boy after being caught with his hand in the cookie jar.  
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03:02am 05/03/2003
  TOP 5 SONGS OF THE MOMENT:
1: "Dance to the Underground" - Radio 4
2: "5:45" - Gang of Four
3: "Marquee Moon" - Television
4: "Deb's Purple Vein" - Beehive & The Barracudas
5: "New Year's Bathroom Magic" - Starlite Desperation

TOP 5 RECORDS OF THE MOMENT:
1: "New Song and Dance" - Radio 4
2: "Entertainment!" - Gang of Four
3: "s/t"(7") - Dosage and Usage
4: "Highway 61 revisited" - Bob Dylan
5: "Dissertation, Honey" - TPTBUTET

TOP 5 PLACES OF THE MOMENT:
1: El Rio
2: Zoe's room
3: Diana's room
4: the garage
5: the bathroom

TOP 5 MOVIES OF THE MOMENT:
1: High Fidelity
2: Magnolia
3: the WWII cartoon that was borrowed from Chris
4: Ferris Bueller's Day Off
5: Novacaine

TOP 5 WEBSITES OF THE MOMENT:
1: www.livejournal.com
2: www.yahoo.com
3: www.r4ny.com
4: www.google.com
5: www.gloom.org/~chuck/du/

TOP 5 PEOPLE OF THE MOMENT:
1: Zoe
2: Diana
3: Willy
4: Aaron
5: Chuck



Lately it has been hectic...at work and home....tons of stuff going on....bad news....stress...

But not everything is bad....some things are great even....like Zoe, discussions with Diana, and my artisitc efforts.
 
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